A friend of mine recently started work at coldstone. Anyone who has ever been knows there sizes are not small medium and large, but like it, love it , gotta have it. I feel like this is how I am going to view myself from now on. I can either get up in the morning, wear sweats and no makeup all day and my husband will like it. Or I can get up and throw on jeans and a tshirt and pull my hair back and he will love it. OR I can get up, look in the mirror, tell myself how amazing I look, put myself in something flattering, do my hair and makeup and he will gotta have it :P
This came to me last night as I was looking in the mirror while putting my pajamas on. I pinched and tucked and thought, if i loose a bit here id be content with my shape *notice i said shape not size, big difference in my book* But then I thought, you know..as long as a I rock it at any shape or size, there isn't anything anyone can say or do that will make a difference. So until I am at my goal weight I am gonna stay confident and strut my sexy stuff everyday no matter if I am down .2lbs or 20 lbs.
any thoughts??
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Sunday, September 4, 2011
Its been way too long.
So I have not blogged in ages. Doing it from my phone annoys and frustrates me sometimes. But I am on an actual computer so I figured Id update a bit. Not too long though considering I am FINALLY sitting side by side with my HUSBAND!!!!!!!!
Things are fab, I am on vacation at my in laws.In the south. Have you ever tried eating healthy in the south? Its nearly impossible. Nothing comes in sugar free and my beloved leafy greens seem to have up and ran away from every grocery store withing 100 miles. BUT i am trying my best, with a few missteps along the way. However I am sweating so much because of the damn humidity that it feels like I've worked out every day. HAHA. I did walk about a mile today though and that made me happy. Yesterday I walked so much and sweated so much that Ill call that a workout too lol. We were at a Tennessee vols football game and it was amazing. I however was sticky,sweaty and I am sure a little smelly. TOTALLY worth it though.
I guess my go get em attitude tapered off a bit, being healthy is still on the top of my daily list of must dos. But the number in my head is becoming less of a haunting nightmare and more of a friend, someone who moved away and will be moving back within the next year or so. We are going to meet for coffee and chat about the old days and the great times we will have shopping and dancing and going to the gym together. I know I wont see it tomorrow but eventually and that's comforting.
love to you all. forever and always!
Things are fab, I am on vacation at my in laws.In the south. Have you ever tried eating healthy in the south? Its nearly impossible. Nothing comes in sugar free and my beloved leafy greens seem to have up and ran away from every grocery store withing 100 miles. BUT i am trying my best, with a few missteps along the way. However I am sweating so much because of the damn humidity that it feels like I've worked out every day. HAHA. I did walk about a mile today though and that made me happy. Yesterday I walked so much and sweated so much that Ill call that a workout too lol. We were at a Tennessee vols football game and it was amazing. I however was sticky,sweaty and I am sure a little smelly. TOTALLY worth it though.
I guess my go get em attitude tapered off a bit, being healthy is still on the top of my daily list of must dos. But the number in my head is becoming less of a haunting nightmare and more of a friend, someone who moved away and will be moving back within the next year or so. We are going to meet for coffee and chat about the old days and the great times we will have shopping and dancing and going to the gym together. I know I wont see it tomorrow but eventually and that's comforting.
love to you all. forever and always!
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